I have a lot going on with my family (parents specifically) and there are nights where I lay awake for hours thinking about all the messed up things they're doing lately. My parents are also divorced and there are times where I look at my beautiful baby and just wonder how the hell my parents were able to throw away our family like it wasnt a big deal. I'd fight like hell to keep my daughters family together. I also am getting so angry at my husband. I stay home full time with my daughter so I clean a lot while home. I feel like my husband just trashes everything every. Single. day. It's gotten to the point where I'm getting so so so so pissed at him. I feel like he takes advantage of me. I also feel like I stay home and dont work so my house should always look nice. I've said some mean things to my husband regarding his messiness. I've also hit the point of wanting to just take my daughter and lock us up in a hotel room for a few days because I just want a break from him but at the same time he is my best friend and I know hed do anything for me. He just makes me so damn angry. my husband works a very difficult manual labor job so I feel like I should have groceries and dinner made because he shouldn't have to work 12 hour days and then cook when I'm home anyway. I question a lot if I'm being a good mother. My daughter isnt "behind" by any means but I feel like she should he thriving faster than others because she has a mom who should be helping her meet her milestones quicker. We have 2 dogs (1 who is a puppy that my husband got against my wishes) and I get so angry at them a lot too and then I also feel guilty because it's not their fault. I'm 7 months postpartum and I'm starting to really question if maybe I have postpartum anxiety or depression? Or maybe I just am going through a lot at once and I'm experiencing normal mommy guilt? I feel like a lot of these feelings I've had way before my daughter was born but I'm starting to wonder if maybe it's something I need to discuss with a doctor?? What type of doctor do you see for thing? A general doctor? OBGYN??