Dealing with the loss of a loved one while pregnant (help me please...)

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I’m currently 15 weeks pregnant, and I just found out that my aunt back home in Australia (I live in Japan now) passed away.

My aunt had downsyndrome, and although being much older than me, felt like a sister to me.

We were always extremely close.

I feel completely wrecked and torn apart at the moment.

Now I’m getting pains in my stomach, I’m vomiting and I feel really sick.

Is my grief effecting my baby????

How can I handle this?