Been happily married for 8 yrs. Still am perfectly happy. Fertile time rolls around and I start fantasizing about my male best friend. I even dreamt that we had sex and I found out I was pregnant. It's driving me crazy! I'm glad he's a few states away right now or I might have done something I'd regret.
Please if you got negative comments. Just move along. I know its fucked up. You don't have to tell me.