I know I’m crazy for wanting this...

This is more of a vent than anything else but I don’t have anywhere else to get this out.

I’m in the middle of nursing school. It’s stressing me out more than anything else ever has. I won’t finish school for another year and a half; So we aren’t trying. That being said my husband and I have been married for 4-1/2 years. The level of baby hungry I am right now is terrifying. It’s not my normal baby hungry it’s almost more of feeling of despair because I don’t know if it’ll ever be my turn. I keep seeing all my friends and family members growing their families and I’m so happy for them. But it just brings me a sense of hopelessness sometimes. I don’t know anybody who has not had a child by their 4th year of marriage and I’m starting to think it’s not going to happen. I don’t know what to do anymore.

Thanks for letting me vent! Any advice is appreciated!