Falling hard for my best friend💕

So for the past 5 months I’ve had a sexual relationship w/ my best friend. It did stop for a month for personal reasons I respected. Well the day after my birthday him and his friend took me to this show. After the show we went back to my house. His friend fell asleep on the couch and he fell asleep w/ me watching Netflix, we had sex that night, mind blowing sex okay lol. We started Chillen every day again almost . Talking every day almost all day (when we both weren’t busy or doing something) so almost 2 weeks later we go to this low key invite only event, it was sick. Well on the way back he drove his friends car I sat upfront and he held my hand the whole way to my house and also kissed me at a pit stop to smoke. Came back showered went to go to sleep and had sex that night. He was having issues at his living situation so I let him stay w/ me. He’s now been staying w/ me and sleeping next to me every night. Cuddles me at times through the night and has sex w/ me. We don’t talk or sleep w/ others and he’s known this cause I got them in the beginning of everything but now I’m really falling for my best friend. And it’s not even the sex honestly , it how we vibe, and the conversations we have, how passionate he is about certain things and how you can tell just by how he talks about them, how he makes me laugh and smile all the time , how when we argue we can talk it out and see it from each others point of view, it his honest brown eyes and how pretty they look in the sun, it’s his smile , his laugh , the way his hugs feel, it’s his personality, his soul. I’m just kinda confused cause it feels like we’re in a relationship most the time , even friends have asked us what we are , family has asked me what he is to me. But we claim not to be .. (the GIF is literally us)