Why is my sickness so bad 😭

Andrea

I've always wanted a big huge family. 5 kids on a farm with animals everywhere😂😍 but since I got pregnant this has honestly been a horrible experience for me. I'm sick, hurting, no energy, just feel super low. My doctor told me it'll be okay after the first 10 to 11 weeks. I'm 8w5d and it's hasn't let up. Its the worst in the mornings and painful. I tried the preggie pops and those don't work. Does any other woman feel like this or did that it went away? I need help and I'm pretty such my husband is tired of seeing me cry. Doctor did say everything is okay with ultrasounds.