So late

I just turn 41 and we tried for almost 6 years in the beginning of our marriage 10 years ago to get pregnant. The last two years have been the worse of our marriage including me loosing my job and founding out he possible cheated on me with his ex, so many bad things has happened. To the point I’m ready to just get divorce. Of Curse, now I been so determined to move on, I’m late is only 8 days late and I think it maybe the stress etc... but isn’t this shit!! I mean for real why????