My boyfriend and I were watching the first episode of game of thrones where this dude gets his brother a bunch of girls to have an orgy with and my boyfriend said “what a brother” I found it kinda rude and didn’t really like the joke. I took that as him implying he would want a brother like that. Obviously these girls are super pretty so I was very sad because I don’t look like any of them. He said his joke was a sarcastic way of saying “what a BAD brother” I still think he meant it in a positive way and I am so self-conscious. I ended up apologizing to him. I feel like every time he does something clearly wrong he flips it on me and I end up saying sorry while he ignores that he hurt my feelings. Helpppp am I crazy?!!! Do I forget about it?!