I’m supposed to be 26 weeks, but at 16 weeks my husband and I lost our son.

We were devastated to say the least. We had a funeral for our son on January 21st.

Our doctor told us on January 27th that we could try again and I was healthy and it was safe. We decided to wait to try until at least March. We’ve been in grief therapy, and we both felt like that seemed like a good time.

I just got a BFP today. I’m freaking out. I’m happy, but sad. It’s a bittersweet feeling. Are there any women out there who have had a rainbow baby? Were you excited? Were you scared? I’m so confused about how I’m feeling.