I can’t take this waiting

Rachel

Hi everyone,

Just looking for support here because I feel extremely alone. A little back story - I have been wanting a child for like 6 months now and have considered myself ready but my husband is farther behind then me. He wants a child, but he doesn’t show any interest as far as bringing up discussions or conversations. Him and I have not started trying yet and the plan is to wait until end of March, but I honestly can’t take this waiting. I tried to tell him that because I have been ready for 6 months every month that goes on is painful, and I can’t stand the thought that it might not happen right away. I’m doing everything I can - perfect diet, vitamins, limiting caffeine... but the thought of waiting another month and a half has me so depressed because it’s possible that month will turn into MONTHS! I just want to STaRT the process already, and I’m kind of resenting my husband.

Any words of encouragement would be appreciated - or anyone who has gone through something similar. I just feel so alone