So my boyfriend and our friend got drunk (I didn’t ) and my boyfriend and I where on a couch and he said are we going to have sex and I said your drunk I don’t think that’s a good idea, he said he was t drunk and pulled his dick out and pulled me over, i said no and I pushed away and he grabbed me, that happened for a bit and I kept saying no then I pulled away and he grabbed my pants and started taking them off, I kept pushing away and saying no, he got them off and started rubbing his dick on my vagina and I was pulling away but he kept grabbing me and then eventually his dick started going in and it hurt ( I never had sexual before) I was pulling away more but he kept grabbing me and I kept pulling away but eventually his dick went in all the way, he started moving and it felt good and I kinda stopped trying to get away..... is it rape???