Ok so i used to be very thin and people used to make fun of me and mock me and tell me i needed to eat more and i even had people i dated tell me i needed to gain weight. I ended up gaining a few pounds but now that I've gained weight ive had people tell me im alot less attractive and im really fucking frustrated about it. I gained weight super easily and now that im trying to lose it im not dropping any weight ive even changed my diet and I'm still not losing anything. Im very mad at myself for letting people influence me and change myself when i was happy with how i looked. Now none of my clothes fit me and im even getting mocked by my own "best friend". Im honestly getting very discouraged with losing all the weight i put on for other people and im not sure what to do about it.