I Need To Be Heard (long)

I'm so over everything. I'm over this sinus funk I've had for 2 weeks now. Tired of everything tasting like snot. Im so tired of resting. So tired of sleeping. I can't do a whole lot around the house that I want to because I get so wore out so fast. I'm tired of feeling gross. I'm tired of a constant headache. I'm tired of looking like crap. I'm tired of my 3.5 year olds behavior lately. The last week he's been terrible. Like, uncharacteristicly. Acting out. Angry. He's usually very sweet. I'm even tired of him...I never thought I could feel ....like this. I'm even tired of his snuggles & kisses & all his antics. I feel like ive been trapped in the house with him for a straight month they just got over the flu. But ive gone to run errands, eat, do fun things etc. I just feel like shit. I'm usually a very loving sweet mommy but I'm really struggling. I don't even want to interact with him lately. I hope I'm not getting depressed. I'm annoyed by everyone even strangers...I NEVER get annoyed by strangers. But lately even the kindest most polite people I just wish they'd shut up & leave me alone. I wanna do stuff but I struggle to have the energy to push through. I went to the chiro yesterday had a great adjustment so my hips pubic bone feel better but....I feel like shit. (I hardly ever use that word).