Has anyone ever sat in bed at night and wonder "is there an actual baby in my tummy?" This is my second pregnancy and i have so much nerves about this pregnancy. Never went through a Miscarriage, my first was a big healthy baby boy. But this pregnancy i am so nervous. Like a thought that ran throigh my head today..."What if the 2 pregnancy test were wrong?" And another "What if i start my period and it turns out to be a Miscarriage?" And another "What if i am being gassy and bloated and indigestion, and exhausted for absolutely no reason?" And the final thought "What if they do an ultrasound and there is NO baby?" I have so many what ifs. My hubby tells me "don't worry about it. Dont stress yourself" its hard not to worry. I just hope everything goes great at the doctors tomorrow. My hubby wants a confirmation from an actual doctor. I guess the pink line and digital isnt good enough lol...well tomorrow i will mark off one of the what if's. I just wanted to vent and to see if maybe its just me or if there are others out there stressing too. I know there are some women who are getting their rainbow baby and i hope its a healthy 9 months for those momma!!!

*UPDATE: I went to my regular doctor today and they confirmed i am indeed pregnant! So the "What if the 2 pregnancy test were wrong?" Is gone off the list!! I have my OB/GYN appointment for March 20 at 8 weeks!