So I’m trying to figure out if what I’m dealing with is depression or just grief. I unexpectedly lost my husband 3 months ago. I found him when I got home from work. He left me with a six month old to raise alone (not by his choice). Since then, my pup has gone from being super sweet and friendly to being aggressive and snappy. I’m trying to work with him, but I will likely have to give him up to protect my baby. 😭😭 since all of this has happened, I’ve not been myself. I don’t want to do anything but sleep, which is a problem when I have a baby and work full-time. I either feel a whirlwind of emotions or nothing at all (the nothing is the more common or the two). I feel like I want to just cry but I can’t. I plan to go to a counselor, but until then, I’m just trying to get through it. I find myself seeing getting to work as an accomplishment. I hate feeling like this, but don’t know how to get out of it. I just want my husband back. I want my dog back (he is my first baby). I want my life back. It wasn’t supposed to be this way 😭