This can be hard to discuss but does anyone here struggle with going for ob visits and had past history of sexual abuse? I know the doc does his job and I trust him it sucks though, to go thru flashbacks and keep my mind at times in a happy place and focused on the baby. You gotta do what you got to do but can’t say that it’s easy. It’s just hard. I cried a lot thinking of my past and wished it could go away today but sometimes esp with these hormones I can’t control it. Just feels so lonely. 💔