CD1 again 😥
And it couldnt have hit at a worse time... TTC can fuck with my self worth... always has :( feel so much less womanly when my body doesnt do what it's designed to do.. add my shit cervix and it's a hard blow..
Added the fact its rained for 2 weeks straight here and more rain in the forecast everything is a swampy muddy mess.. I've washed couch covers every day from the puppy and kid attempting to play outside then coming inside cakes in mud :( ..
Self worth is just super low today... I've cleaned around here twice today and I keep trying to contain the mud and issues but nothing is working.. I cooked lunch and my kid tantrums it wasnt what he wanted.. my dog has been an ass.. I'm exhausted, cramping, emotionally wrecked, burnt out from husband working 12 hour days voluntarily.. I'm sick of the rain.. and it would have been great having a Halloween baby :(
I want an old fashioned whiskey and a bath..
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