I hope everyone is doing well !

So since the beginning of my relationship with my boyfriend he told me he has made his decision that he adores me so much that he wants me to be his for the rest of our life.

That was exciting ! He was the first one to bring up the “kids” topic. We would stand in front of a mirror he likes to watch us hug and one day he would put his hands under my shirt (on my belly) and make me look pregnant. And said “Look how beautiful this looks...?” Before I was so happy! Thinking that he might start to love me truly because if I think logically “why would a man want kids from a woman he doesn’t love? That’s just very dumb and rare”.

He would always talk about it. He would say “why do I want kids with you so much...?” Out of nowhere. Or when I say “I have an idea...” (just for something) he says “What ? You want to make babies?” And we have been talking about it. I told him I want to be married first. And before he would write me a message that if he is dating me he sees me as his future WIFE.

I don’t want to make babies without being an official wife. That’s just what I want.

But our situation now can’t let us marry until olympics 2020 (sport issues). So I told him to wait then until we are ready to marry. He told me he gives me 2 years maximum to complete my goals until we are making babies. He always talks about how I’m the perfect mother for his kids and how im the only woman he has ever truly desired kids with but he doesn’t touch the marriage topic at all...

Today he started speaking of that topic again, I told him I’m very horny because my ovulation started and he said “Then we need to make babies now” I laughed because it makes me kind of shocked each time he says so. Then he said “I will just impregnate you without even telling you. And tell you well this happened yay!” That scared me...

He hasn’t told me he loves me yet, I’m still waiting on that beautiful moment. We been together for 5th month only, and he said he wants to say it in a special way because he misused it before when he didn’t mean it and with me he wants it to be honest. Plus he just told his family about me and my parents just met him online because they in another countries.

Am I wrong by wanting everything to be right ?

I tell him I don’t need a lush big wedding, I just want the base to be right... I don’t want to be just his girlfriend with his child... I want to carry his last name and raise our children together.

Why is he all about children with me ? He has never been like that before with anyone in the past. I don’t want to think bad things that he sees me just genetically perfect for his sperm to give kids...

I want to believe that he maybe already loves me that he desires those things just hasn’t told me yet...

because if you are a normal man I think that that’s how it works I guess. You love a woman and that is why you want a child together ! 🤷🏽‍♀️

Like WHY WANT A BABY FROM A WOMAN YOU HAVENT TOLD YOU LOVE ? Or, WHY MAK BABIES BEFORE WEDDING? ...

Girls, help ! I really need long advice !