i say i dont care what my mom has to say but, the only reason i cry daily is because how much pain she has caused me. im used to being called a whore by random people n it truly doesnt effect me but hearing it from my mom broke me. i have a boyfriend and my mom found out we were having sex and now im not allowed to see him, or any friends except for at school. he was the only person who made me truly happy. but i feel like i should let him go, he is such a good guy and so amazing, i dont deserve it. im just damaged. and i hate making him sad by telling him im sad. he deserves so much more. he deserves to go on dates and have sex with a girl who can do all of it. i know im not a whore. but i also know that i am just damaged goods, that cant be fixed. he loves me. and i love him. but he is too good for me. and i don’t know what to do.