Backstory: I met my husband in highschool. We dated off and on for two years or so. I left him, I always thought that there was something better or that something was missing or that I wasn't happy. I met a guy got pregnant and was with him for two years. I finally left that guy. Got back in touch with my now husband. (confusing I know) I was on top of the world. He treats me good, he cares about me. He loves me so much. He's not abusive, he's not mean, he's not mouthy. We fight sometimes but never bad. Typical stuff.

The problem: I found out in January that I was pregnant. At 8 weeks I found out that we lost the baby. I told myself I was doesn't after my first but I was only 19 so I couldn't get my tubes tied. I was excited to be pregnant. I was hurt when we lost the baby. He was hurt. Now that it's over with, I decided I do not want to try again. I don't want to get my hopes up and lose it, I don't want to be tied to a second man for another 18 years. I don't want to leave him but I don't want a second child and he really wants one of his own. We've talked about it. He knows where I stand. I know where he stands. I just want to know if anyone else has had this issue and it ended up in divorce or going on to be miserable