I’ll be 34 weeks tomorrow, and I feel like everything is just falling apart.

Someone hit my car yesterday in the parking garage at work (I wasn’t in it), luckily they left a note and the cop was able to get the persons info, but now I have to add that to my list of things to do that’s a mile long.

My husband and I are just... idk. I feel like we’re on 2 different planets right now. I try talking to him but nothing changes. It’s literally like I’m talking to the wall. He has a hectic busy schedule and I support him in what he wants to do, but I also feel like he didn’t take a lot into consideration. He filled his schedule up so he’ll be gone almost all day (after work) 4 days a week until the end of June. (Just went to throw out there I know he’s not cheating, he’s doing a certificate program with my BIL not work related, but does generate a little extra income). Last night he tagged along to go to dinner with my stepdad, his friend, and I but was in a pissy and annoyed mood for whatever reason, basically ruining my night out because it was uncomfortable with everyone knowing he was pissed off.

Tried to get wills done but the lawyer was kind of an ass to me in an email (checked with a few friends to make sure I’m not being hormonal, they agreed she was a bitch) so I cancelled the appointment and will find someone new I guess.

Nursery still isn’t set up. Kitchen remodel isn’t done (because he filled his schedule up) and all the stuff we need to finish is in the nursery for now. I want to deep clean the house before the baby gets here but can’t because it’ll just get all dusty again anyway from when he works on the remodel. I just do some basic bare minimum cleaning so it’s not too disgusting but also not wasting my time lol

I’m so close to calling this counseling support number (employee assistance program) that my company provides for free, but I also don’t know if I’m just being dramatic with everything 😭