So every now and then I will start looking at outfits or doing research on what diapers to get and just everything in general since this will be my first child. I have no idea what I’m doing. But as soon as I start looking I get upset and just stop. I don’t know if it’s because I have no idea what I’m looking at or what I want or need or if it’s because I know I’m not going to be buying anything yet. My boyfriend has looked up everything he knows what car seat he wants what diapers and everything so I feel bad that I don’t have the will to look. Anyone else like this or is it just me?