Dealing with the breakup.

Hey guys, this is nothing too interesting but my boyfriend of 1 1/2 years broke up with me about a week ago and I am still extremely upset. I’m 17 and he was the first person I’ve ever truly loved and we gave ourselves to each other. He broke up with me because he said that he had tried to make the relationship work but he had gotten bored with me. It hurts a lot and I’m not sure what to do to help myself move on. I also don’t know if he’s hurt by the breakup but in a way I hope he is just because if he’s hurt, then maybe that means he still loves me. I am also having trouble adjusting to the single life.