I’m dating someone who I’ve been with off and on for the last few years. Since we started back up it’s been a year now. Things have been good, but I just can’t seem to get over everything he’s ever done to me & our child.

He’s left me before several times & abandoned me & my son throughout my entire pregnancy and even the first 6 months of my sons life.

He’s shown me with the pregnancy of my daughter that’s he’s been here but I can’t get over the past.

I can’t let go of the fact that he left our son in the dark & forced me to go through all of that alone.

How do you forgive someone who’s done so much?

How am I supposed to move on & be happy with him now.

I can’t be mad at anyone but myself for allowing him back into my life. Cause now I’m stuck with the past haunting my every thought.

How can I accept his hand in marriage when this baggage is too much to bear.