My life

I’m sitting here watching cake wars with my two girls laying on me and our baby boy in my belly❤️ hubby is passed out on the couch and I’m sitting here crying my eyes out because I can’t believe this is my life. I cannot believe that I’ve been so blessed with such a beautiful family. I’ve had such a rough and tough past, growing up with an alcoholic and abusive dad and a mom who would stick up for him and pretend that she was mother of the year, I never thought that I’d be here sitting down with this beautiful baby in my arms, the sweetest little kitty in my lap, and such a loving and caring and gentle husband just a few feet away from me. I’ve finally broke the cycle! The cycle of abuse and neglect. Anger and torture. I never knew what love felt like until I met my husband. I never knew having such an amazing family dynamic existed until we became parents. I’m truly blessed and so thankful for the loves in my life. Sorry for such a long sappy random post. I just felt like I needed to express my thoughts to whoever cares.