Since you cheated on me, my life has been in shambles. I’ve never loved anyone more than I love you. I would put my life on the line for you. I would lay out the world in front of you to make you happy. But you had sex with another girl after we started talking, even though we weren’t together, we had sex, and you should’ve never touched anyone else. I asked if you had, and you lied to me. To make matters worse, you went back to her after months of us dating, texting her and telling her you didn’t have a girlfriend and that you wanted her. You said it was over but how do I know that when I had to fish out all of the dirt on my own? Everything that I’ve found out was on my own. All that I went through, I went through on my own. I dealt with accusations from you in our ldr, and I’m sure that was due to your own guilt. Your own conscience. You broke me down then. Yeah, I asked you to break up, but the first thing you did was delete our Instagram pic, which was a really big deal to me (for the readers, there’s a story behind this. do not judge before you know.) you deleted all of our pictures before. Yet, you still had pictures of your exes even during our relationship. It’s been ruined. The story of us is RUINED. I’m so devastated, my heart is in pieces. I can’t stop crying. I have never been so hurt in my life. I am so angry, sad, jealous, and everything else. I want this to go away. I want to run away from everything and never come back. I want to feel okay. I miss you and it hasn’t even been 24 hours, or even 12. I wanted to work everything out because I love you. I wanted a future with you. I wanted EVERYTHING with you. I want you.