I miscarried my baby 4 years ago at 2 months when I was only 15 yearsold I'm now 18 almost 19 but it still haunts me and I still feel sick thinking about it. I like to think my baby would've been a boy and I named him Taylor before I miscarried. His father left before I even knew I was pregnant and when I told him I miscarried he said"he wasn't my son and I'm glad he's fucking dead I didn't want him anyway" those words haunt me. Whenever I see my baby's father it makes me want to cry I dont understand how you can say such hurtful things about your own baby. but still grieving my son from 4 years ago is really getting to me right now especially. It was his fathers birthday a couple days ago and he was all over social media. Am I wrong to resent him for saying such hurtful things? We haven't talked about our baby since he said what he said. I don't know what to do sometimes I just want to message him and talk about it. I wonder if he's greiving too.