This past week has been crazy in the love department. First i had a guy i'd never seen before use a pick up line on me. He then asked if i had a bf and i said no, sorry, but im not looking for one. Then tonight, a guy ive never met comes down to my dorm and asks me to go to this event with him tomorrow. I told him i was busy and couldnt (truth). He then asked if i was free at all this week, i said i wasnt (lie)(but also its midterms so kinda truth)(but mainly lie). So he asks for my number. Unable to think of a way to say no, im like fuck it and gave it to him. Later he texted me and asked if i wanted to go out to lunch or dinner sometime, so i said sure. HOWEVER, now i cant stop thinking about my ex!! We broke up over 6 months ago, but lately i have been thinking about him more than i was and after today im really confused! I feel so weird inside and just feel like having an anxiety attack over all this. The guy i gave my number to is someone i dont really know, and it kind of attractive, but not like hot damn ya know. Which isnt an issue but when thinking about how i felt about my ex when i first saw him and saw him in general and im just not sure. Plus I have only dated one guy, my ex, and he was my first love. I cant imagine myself casually dating someone and not falling in love with them. I cant imagine kissing someone and being physical with someone i don't have the potential to be in love with. Obviously i don't even know this guy andmaybe he will be great, but right now that im alone in my room i feel terrified. Sometimes im not even sure i believe in love or that i can fall in love again or get over my ex anymore. I plan on trying to get in with my therapist this week if she has any spots but any advice or insight or anything would be so appreciated. I am freaking out