After a faint positive test on Friday and a darker line last night, my boyfriend has convinced me to agree to get an abortion when I truly don’t want one. I’ve been too scared to tell him ive changed my mind. But when he gets home from work, I’m telling him I’m keeping our baby. Whether he leaves me or not, I am a mother and nothing will change that. I love this man to death but I know that I’d never forgive myself and wouldn’t be able to live with aborting my first baby. Thank you to everyone for all the support and advice. I’ll be updating you all on how everything goes. Wish me luck 😔❤️❤️👶🏼

Update****

He got home from work and I talked to him. It didn’t go well at all we both broke down crying and he talked me back into an abortion because it’s what’s best for both of us and it wouldnt “be fair” to the baby because we wouldn’t be able to provide the best life. I’m so sad but I guess I gotta do what I gotta do...