1st birthday getting very close...

My little lady will be 1 on March 7th & I don't know if I can handle it! I'm currently 21w4d with her little sister so I'm overly emotional & don't think I'll make it through her birthday without balling my eyes out! That would be a little embarrassing if I can't hold it in with others that will be here for her birthday party. We went over the weekend to check out cakes & just talking to the bakery about what we was needing I was getting emotional... I need help lol I'm not sad she's growing up, ok maybe a little😕 but the most part is she won't have any Grandparents here for her big day. Both of our Mom's passed away about 6 years ago, my Dad is dealing with health issues 8 hrs away & is unable to come and my hubby's dad is locked up due to stupid decisions he made, even if he wasn't he still wouldn't show up. 🎈〰Anyone else feel this way with their little ones 1st birthday?〰🎈