But the romantic intimacy has felt very limited since the beginning.

And I’m not talking so much sex as I am talking about holding hands, looking me in the eyes, saying I love you, or deep conversation.

Like, i just wish he would give me a big hug, kiss on the forehead and say “I love you so much”

I try to do these things to him but It always felt like it was forces or uncomfortable for him. So I stopped.

Makes me sad because I really want that in relationship.

Almost two years now. Not sure I can keep going with out this expression of love.