I haven't been able to talk about this dream I had for so long because of the impact it caused on me. Now I never remember my nightmares or dreams. This is the only one and I wish I could forget it. It scared me so much, even though it was just a dream, but it felt like I was trapped forever. I want to try and decribe it the best I can and see you guy's thoughts....

*I am in a room with three people, people from my favorite tv show. Sam Winchester and Dean Winchester sit on a couch as Gabriel{who is an archangel in the show} sit on a tan couch. When I sit down with him he tells me to put candy in my mouth. We all laugh for some reason. He gives me candy and then he tells me to put something else in my mouth. He takes me outside and gives me a box with something in it. He tells me something that I do not hear as myself but dream me says 'I will'.

{Scene changes into a flashback like way} A man looks at a younger me, 7 or 6 is what my age looks like to be. He tells me to kneel and younger dream me obeys. The man then thrust a cock into my mouth and down my throat. My tougue taste nothing, like licking air, but I feel the length of it forcing down my throat. My surroundings seem like a old train place. Railroads and hard rocks scatter the place. Once the man I can't identify seemed finished he throws me to the floor saying 'That was too easy' to which the scene changed.

I am on my knees knocking on a door. I am practically naked except for my undergarments and I think I am being forced to do this. A shadow of a man opens the door and sees me. It is like he already knows why I am there as he says "Kid, not everyone will pay you to suck their dick" in a very calm tone.

Flashback ends. I smile at Gabriel still holding the box. We seem to be under a bridge or highway now. Sam and Dean are by their car. Gabriel and I walk towards them as I hold the box *

Also if you are wondering what might be in the box my thoughts were a dildo, or something like that. As for the dick that I couldn't taste, I never had sex or anything like that so I think my mind couldn't find a taste so I felt it but not tasting...

So.... I honestly have no idea how this nightmare came to be. It has been 2 years and this same dream still is stuck in my mind. I thought I should just get it out as the feeling bottled in my don't know what to do about this. I just need any advice of how to forget this.