so i have a boyfriend. and i love him so so much. and he loves me. he’s my best friend. thing is, he’s straight. and i’m gender fluid. i have told like three people. it’s a big secret because i’m afraid he won’t love me anymore. also, this one girl who i sorta had like a side crush on a while back liked me too. we kissed and cuddled when she spent the night at my house. i loved it. she loved it. but eventually i told her about me being gender fluid and she’s gay. now she has a girlfriend and moved on so quick. even though she was supposedly “in love with me” and i just feel so alone. not that i would just use her as a “backup” it’s just that she never talks to me anymore. and she doesn’t make an effort. like one night she snuck out in cold weather at 11:30 to walk across town and sneak in my window. what do i do??