Phobia of needles 😩

Samantha • Mommy to my rainbow, Owen 7.25.19😍🌈

Ughhh I'm sure I'm not alone in this so just had to vent lol! I have such intense anxiety related to having my blood drawn, I did the first trimester panel and made it through that only getting faint towards the end. Then of course my luck, the dr said the lab didn't run one of the tests they were supposed to (the CBC) so I am needing to go back for that before my next visit...I went to go today and spent 30 min outside the lab having anxiety then just cried on my way home because I couldn't mentally talk myself into it. Logically I know it will take like 5 mins because this one is way less than the panel...but anxiety is a heck of a thing! 😭😩I'm going to try to go first thing in the morning and get it done! 🤞🏻I've had so many friends say pregnancy should get me over my needle fear but nope that has not been the case so far 😂...just doing it for this sweet little boy ❤️