This week makes my 13th week of pregnancy, and now I'm in the 2nd trimester. I kept reading that things get better during the 2nd trimester, and Its all lies😭😭😭.

I've had extreme nausea and diarrhea for 2 days now, everything I ingest comes out in liquid form. Its explosive, messy, and embarrassing. Yesterday I thought I could hold it till I finished a phone conversation, right???

WRONG!!!! I messed on myself and ran to the bathroom while I was on the phone and started having this violently loud diarrhea. My friend quickly got off the phone (I think she heard), and I'm in the bathroom cleaning myself up and my mess. I text my husband to bring me a towel into the bathroom in 5min because I had an accident, which he did with caution, trying to be supportive because he knows I'm about to cry. Then he ask the most dumbest question EVER!!! Hey babe why is your underwear wet on the toilet? At this poit I'm already in the shower and I hand washed my underwear and leggings in the shower, rung them out, and tossed them on the closed toilet. I just peeked my head out the shower with this death stare...👹.

He immediately said never mind and darted out the bathroom. Then last night after I drank water, it almost came right back up. I ran to the garbage, in fear that I wouldn't make it to the bathroom. I didnt vomit thank God. I'm trying to stay hydrated although, I believe I'm dehydrated because my mouth and lips are constantly dry and my energy level plummeted. Idk what to do ladies and gents. I'm so tempted to take immodium which helps me when I have diarrhea, but I read it's not good for pregnant women. I figured maybe just one or two cant hurt. But then I think about my baby, and I just can't. Idk what to do, my anus is raw from all the wiping, I can only drink in sips because of the nausea, and I'm so weak. Hellllppppp!!!!!