The past couple of days have been a living nightmare. I’ve had so many anxiety attacks and breakdowns.

I feel like I am losing the one I love. They’ve grown kind of distant, unaffectionate, irritable.

The love of my life is changing and I’m absolutely mortified that they are going to leave. I haven’t pictured a life without them. We’ve had plans for as long as i can remember. We wanted to grow together, to always be there for one another. Lately, it feels like they no longer want me to be apart of that future. I’m too scared to question them. I want to believe it’s all just in my head but it’s just too noticeable and too much for me to handle at the moment. I want everything to go back to the way it was before. Now I’m just left to pick my skin waiting for a sign that I’m either right or I was just thinking too much. I’m hoping I’m not right. For once in my life, I want to completely and utterly wrong.