My ex and I dated for a little over a year. We were insanely in love and he was my first serious boyfriend and I loved him with all of my heart but 6 months ago he left for a boarding school about an hour away from the town we’re from. we didn’t want to cut each other out of our lives so we decided to stay best friends. We hung out whenever he visited and facetimed a lot and usually ended up hooking up when we hung out so it kinda developed into a friends with benefits thing but think my feelings for him were a lot stronger than his were for me since he started to move on a bit. Then he began to change. He began hurting me and hitting on my friends and I rly didn’t like the person he became so I told him I didn’t want him in my life anymore. We didn’t talk at all for awhile until one night he texted me apologizing for everything and that hes sorry he didn’t treat me well and appreciate me when he had me. We talked for about a week after that and he was rly sweet and sincere and reminded me of the person I fell in love with but then he said he didn’t think he’s changed enough to not hurt me again and didn’t want to put me through anymore pain. It’s been about a week since then and hes coming home tomorrow for 3 weeks for spring break and I rly miss him. He made me so so happy and rly was my best friend for awhile. I want to see him but idk if it’s too soon to text him that. I haven’t been able to get him out of my mind for 6 months and every other guy I go out with just isn’t the same. I miss him and I want to see him.