November 🧡

So me & my partner set our wedding date about a month ago. We got engaged back in August of last year but at the time we didn’t even talk about the wedding, we were mourning after the loss of our twins & then 4 months later in December we experienced another loss so we focused on healing & taking time for ourselves. Last month we finally decided we want to keep our original date & get married on November 21st 🧡 We agreed we want just a very small ceremony but a pretty decent size reception ✨ I have finally started looking at dresses & picking out colors. He’s leaning towards a teal suit which would go absolutely great with my ivory dress 😍 I’m excited to be finally planning our wedding but I’m also excited because that will be the month we will officially begin TTC our rainbow baby again 🌈👶🏽 I want a baby so bad so I’m just praying these months go faster than expected🤞🏾 With both of my pregnancies we had to try (we used pull out method our whole relationship & nothing ever happened) but we only tried one month for them both. Though we want to wait until November to try again I keep thinking that now that my mind is off it (mostly) it’ll happen when we least expect it to. I wouldn’t be against it happening before then I mean I can’t really expect it to for sure not happen since we are using pull out method again but I don’t even know. 🤷🏾‍♀️ Guess we will see. I’m extremely excited for November though. Entering March just means we’re even closer. 😍