28 years old. Was on birth control pills from age 16-27.

I took one year break from 24-25.

I’ve been off the BC since March/April 2018. Almost a year.

It was like June that i started TTC. I was just BDing during my fertile window.

In August the doctor checked my hormone levels. Everything came back normal. He suggested I check for ovulation, he felt my period was irregular.

I checked ovulation with the strips for September-January. My days were 13th/14/15th... so i stopped checking and making sure to BD on those days or around those days.

I started counting from September 2018 that “I’ve been TTC” so now month 6. And nothing last month i thought for sure i was.

AF was supposed to be here today.

Yesterday driving home i got a dizzy spell and very nauseous. GOT MY HOPES UP AGAIN. But i feel AF lingering. 😢😢😢😢 it’s like the more i want it, the less it’ll happen. I am so sad.