Hi girls

So was celibate for 3 months. It was really hard, I told my self I wanted to wait until I met a guy who genuinely cared about me and my spirit. Long story short, I ended up having sex with this guy who goes to the same college as me. He wooed me very well. An the temptation was so strong, but unfortunately he doesn’t seem like someone I could be with,like I thought he was. I’m kinda depressed about the whole thing. I feel like I let myself down and allowed myself to get played again. Which he knew I was celibate, he told me he respected it. He didn’t really force me or trick me to have sex,it was just the temptation was strong. But now he doesn’t text me as much and I’m starting to see that he kinda a liar when it comes to certain things. Cause I was suppose to go to New Orleans with him but he went without me and they way he told me was a sneaky way. I was actually really excited since I never been before🙁 I literally wanna stay in bed all day and cry. I’m so stupid.