She's been head down the whole time and now all of a sudden she's breech. I've wanted a vaginal birth at a birthing center with midwives for 10 years and all of a sudden the day after she hit term I'm looking at a csection. I feel so sad and so much loss about it. I know either way I will have a beautiful baby and love her, but all the agency I bad about the birth is suddenly gone and I'm just desperately trying to get her to turn back around again.