Sooooo over the past couple days I’ve been throwing up everything I eat. I’ve been nonstop in the bathroom for everything. Expect I’ve been sleeping for like 12 hours a day. The house we live in isn’t the best. My husband’s grandfather isn’t in the best mindset and has become very sexual to me and has become very abusive to my husband. We have been told many times that if we don’t get pregnant within our first 5 years of marriage we should get a divorce (we married at 18/19 I’m older and I’m just turning 20 next month) hasn’t even been a year. My husband is working very hard to help his grandfather even though he’s been physically abused to the point of hospitalization and police involved. I’m worried that if I’m pregnant the grandfather will harm the child. We move out on the 15th but we really don’t know how much longer we can put up with this.

Note: I want to be a mother so bad and we have been threatened many times that if we don’t get pregnant we will be on the streets.

I love my husband’s family but I’m also truly scared of them. They tend to say I’ve cheated and act like they are God’s. I don’t know what to do anymore. May I please ask for advice.