Life sucks

I’m so tired of being alone girls I get so jealous of other couples it’s sad I’m depressed and always crying I feel like in this generation I’ll never find anybody who truly loves me and I never have a family of my own I’m already 23 turning 24 with no man or kids 😪😪 I keep going back to my ex who treats me like shit and makes me so unhappy but I stay just because I don’t want to let go