Hi all,

So most days I'm happy and thrilled, I'm 5 weeks pregnant!!

However, I just saw a video of myself just hours ago and saw how big I've gotten since my first pregnancy, post 2 years. Made me feel terrible. In my mind I thought I was doing okay, looking in the mirror I felt good in my clothes. But seeing me on stage was something else, I'm BIG!

I know what I need to do, eat less and workout more but these hormones are killing me with hunger.

Time for some hippo swimming.

Just leaving this out there, on my way to feeling better about myself.