Here I am...

9 weeks pregnant. I got fired on 2/11. I owe $2k to a hospital that told me they didn't know what was wrong with me. The only insurance I'm eliglible for isn't accepted by the hospital I wanted to have my baby at. Now I have to find a home for my husband and I along with our dog and cat by May. My former employer is fighting my unemployment case (it's not much, but it would help with small things like food and gas). No real job offers. Stressed to max from every angle and my husband is reassuring me that we'll make it. I can't help but to stress because I'm responsible for our downfall and I haven't been able to get us out of it. I don't miss my last job because everything I was told when I got hired ended up being a lie. I'm stressed over the burden this has placed on my husband... especially since he walked in on me being fired. I believe that we'll get out of this, but now I can't see past the black whole that's been dug already.

What if my husband is better off... without me...