When I got home my mom just kept telling it was hormonal and everyone feels this way at my age and I just wanted to say”not everyone wants to die mom” but I couldn’t say that. I can’t say anything. I was recommended therapy and my moms not gonna take me. She just acts like everyone feels the same as me. Nobody else want to die. Nobody else wants to do nothing all day. Nobody else has no energy to do anything. Nobody else cancels every plan because they just don’t feel like it every damn time. Mom please, idgaf if it is hormonal, maybe I’m being dramatic, but youvegot to stop acting like it’s my fault and I’m being stupid. Bc I’m really starting to feel that way.