So after our first baby appointment we hear the heart beat and get to see the baby 5 days later we lose the baby. This will be number 4 ive lost and I feel like its all my fault and every time I see someone blessed to carry a child i get so mad and upset I dont know what to do but cry. I hope someone reads this and cause help me understand why this keeps happening to me in so depressed. The first 3 happen around 4 week so I did see or hear anything but this one is hitting home way too hard. R.I.P my unborn baby and unknown gender you have a bunch or angels up i heaven holding you.