Scared of this new chapter... venting......

Recently single. I feel as though I’m floating in the middle of space with no direction and unsure of when or if I’ll ever meet someone else. I’m terrified at the thought of not having someone.

This is a really awful feeling.

I was ttc. I’m almost in my mid 30’s. I’m really scared I may never find a good guy or scared I’ll never get to become a mom.

I just wanna cry; not because I’m sad, but because I am scared of the unknown.