You can file an anonymous report online. If you do name yourself you can tell the officers that you made the report later if you choose but you do need to make a report.... Its hard very hard. I won't lie to you and say its going to be easy. The whole healing process takes time but it does get easier. However you cant truly heal until justice is given to you and you may live in fear because of this if he isn't given what he deserves. Jail time. If you think you can't do it for yourself then think of it like this- would you want your mom, sister, daughter, best friend, aunt, grandma or any female close to you to hide this and live with it for the rest of their lives in suppressed forced silence? No, and they don't want that for you either. Get a trusted female to confide in if you need to. Its better to have someone to be there for support and because of the situation I suggest someone of the opposite sex of your attacker. This isnt your fault. It never was or will be. If you need another reason to file ( I say if you need another reson because I was young and scared when it happened to me so I did need another reason) then think of it like this- what if he has done this before? What if he's already done it again? What if he will and or is planning to do it again? I hate to say this because I don't want it to scare you or anything but maybe even to you.... Or your sister (if you have one), cousin, or best friend.... Again.....? What if there is another/many girls out there that had a more violent experience with him or isn't as strong as you that just needs you to come forward to find the strength to come forward about him/her attacker for herself? What if YOU could/will SAVE another girl by coming forward? Because that just may be true. But through it all remember IT WAS/ IS NEVER WHAT YOU WANTED OR YOUR FAULT IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM!!!! At times if he denies and it does go to court his attorneys may try to say or put it in your head that you wanted it but changed your mind after so you lied and that isnt true. Dont let them confuse you. You go in there, you stay strong, you tell them YOUR story, get your justice, and TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK. It's a long road but its so worth it to take your life and show him and everyone else that him, what he did, or anything defines you- because YOU define YOU and YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!if you need support, have questions, just want to talk, anything just message me. -anytime