You know when someone says they saw a kinda flash before their eyes before dying or something? Well, kinda experienced that when I was heading to the bus stop earlier, was crossing the road while this car was waiting, though I don't think the driver had their eyes on the road cause of the gang of guys that were about to cross the same street just stopped and went back to the side of the side walk they were just on, like as if teasing the driver... I'm 9 weeks pregnant as of today also, so when that car nearly ran over me, I was quite shocked as if I was a deer in the headlights... I'm thankful that the car didn't run over me, though I'm really gonna have to be more careful now than ever I think especially being in my first trimester...

Just wanted to vent out since I don't want my boyfriend/father of the child to worry since we aren't in the best of terms right now... I know I have to tell him, though I don't want to talk to him right now or should I get over my ego and pride and just tell him?